Your Oh-So Unforgettable Sweet Talk .

2009-08-01T19:39:00.003+08:00

bored to the core and it sucks balls ~

any kind soul who can entertain me ? :/

raaaaahs -'-

you'll never get what i mean & why i do things the way i do ;

2009-08-01T14:17:00.005+08:00

heyheyhey :D

i have been feeling kinda down these days and i keep hurting people by what i say , hais . & gosh , i'm sick uh ; fever , flu & sore throat .

I wanna say i am sorry aye if whatever i said hurt you . I didn't mean to make you feel bad or anyth . It's just that since the day i knew you , the very first time we had a chat you gave me a impression of perfect bitchy boy . I wish i can take back my words , i really do . It disturbs me to see your texts so different & i don't like it . I'm really sorry , :/

But after seeing you feel so guilty , i think i was wrong . You're the perfect cute mash potato :D hais .

Nothing much to blog about already . Oh yeahs , this cute cute girl elvena asked me to blog about her . She's a crazy lil cute bitch :P Lols , ok i don't know what to say already :D

Blog Later , :D

i luv mash potato :D

2009-07-30T22:16:00.001+08:00

Omg , i look diff in uni :/

Blog soon , lazy :X

2009-07-29T21:14:00.003+08:00

Lols ._. if it was just a joke anw , why did you still bother blogging about the way i commented . Dotsxsz ! & you want me to leave your life alone ? i already did long ago but you pulled me in again :D so don't blame me aye . andand please have some manners aye , i have a name & i ain't a bitch . you wanna see a bitch , i 'll show you one but then again i dont think you would want your face any uglier ?!

i hate you all D:

Tags will be replied soon .

2009-07-28T07:29:00.004+08:00

Hellos Earthlings [:

It has been really long since i actually really blogged . Cos , life has been pretty blunt lately & there's nothing i wanna blog about . School's killing me . There's too much to learn and the time is so limited . I am not interested in anything related to school , i just go cos i have to . Knowing the fact that my N's aren't far i'm still slacking :/ gosh , i really really gotta start mugging ASAP :D

Wanqing & Rachel Mugg W/ Me Alrights ? [:

& yes , if it was true i wouldn't just say "it's so fake." i will be elated , like i will be really glad but at the same time feel sad for you . whatever it is , it won't happen and even if it does i don't think i care anymore . i have moved on long ago and i am happy w/ myself now . i think you're weird when i used to care you would tell me to move on & blabla and now when i don't care much you are asking me if i cared will i still respond the way i did ? to think of it , does it even matter ? no , it doesn't . & it's not fun to joke with me aye , esp over such stuff . i have feelings too .

So yesterday was my english prelims , i think it was pretty easy but i was lazy :/ The exam room was freezing luhs , damn cold . & today i have no paper :D Tommorow is SocialStudies , thursday will be MATHS :{ friday physics and history , saturday PUNJABI :/ monday chemistry and last paper is on tuesday F&N :D

School will be ending early these few days will be coming home to mug . Not going to go out , see i am a good girl :P

5 things i need to do today :

- Mugg for SocialStudies .

- Finish chapter 5 & 12 notes for F&N .

- Meet Jiahui & Wanqing .

- Chemistry tuition .

- Text 63749 :DD

Alright , that's all for now .

you know who i wanna see ,

& you still ask .

SILLY :D

2009-07-27T19:48:00.004+08:00

Update Soon :X

Tag`s Replies :

Jessmyn(: , yes ? whats your problem aye ? :/

C♥armane , hahs . surething no prob :D hellos .

t.jiahui , lesbo bloody bitch siaa you :P what meshy ? Dots .

Eylaiza ♥ , hellos . imyt :D

Meshy , i'll entertain you tmrw , okays ?

i wish i could see you alil longer :P

2009-07-26T09:02:00.006+08:00

Kinda lazy to blog these days :P hahs .

Yesterday was suuuuper fun luhs , went to khalsa club met charmaine , sharon , jagjeet , pritpal , hamen , steffi and many others . I had a fun night , yaw [:

Won't be blogging so soon .

My prelim starts tmrw ~

*keeping my fingers crossed*

Tag`s replies :

Jessmyn( : : Hey , beb stop fighting at mt tagboard uh , chill :P

t.jiahui : hohos , okays . see you , tmrw :}

alvin : hey :D

Gurpreet : HA HA , long story beb :P meet me soon okay ? i miss you :D

Meshy : ♥ , hahs i miss you (: andand thanks for tagging aye :P luvs .

i 'm crushing on 63749♥

Cute :P

2009-07-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

He's so damn fucking cute :P

luvs , luvs [:

meshy :D

2009-07-23T15:46:00.003+08:00

I AM CRUSHING ON YOU , BIG TIME LEY :D TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO ? :/

& rachel is a craaazy girl luhs :D it's suuuper fun hanging out with her !

beb , cheer up okays ? i hope you get what you want :D takecares , luvs .

Tag`s Replyyyy :D

2009-07-20T07:10:00.004+08:00

Wanqing♥ : Hellos :D ! ~ Yesyes , i'm cute aye . Lawls . You should be honoured to have your picture on my blog okays :P & i didn't forget , its this thursday at gombak ! (: we'll go buy the stuff okay ? HAHAS . & you're slow i was attached & we broke already ! will get back after my N's and his O's . Tell you more , soon alright ? takecares .

FAZEENAAA: Yes , surething . Thankyou [:

Gurpreet : whatever , lil sis :P i'm elder so i get to have them all to myself :P Hahs , k la won't snach okays ? i'll be nice , (:

Flames to Dust,

Lovers to Friends,

Why do all good things come to an end .

2009-07-19T13:53:00.005+08:00

every night I rush to my bed ,

with hopes that maybe i'll get a chance to see you .

when i close my eyes i'm going out of my head ,

lost in a fairytale .

you are the perfect lullaby .

you could be my sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare .

`HSS :D

2009-07-18T12:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN , WANQING :D

Have fun aye , slut . Finally , legally fuckable . Lawls , all the guys out there RUN ! :p

okays , she's gonna kill me if she sees this , i better stop .

Bye .

Ell - ohh - vee - ee :P

2009-07-17T17:24:00.006+08:00

Love needs time , you're the sweetest i ever found . Sweeter then even him , AR . I know i have not been giving you the importance and time . I am just too busy w/ hectic school schedules . Sorry aye , i think we'll get back after my N's and your O's . Studyyy hard okay , takecares . I luv you baby Z.Loga , i luv you much much .

I want nobody nobody but , you :D

The five days w/ you were awesome , you were there for me when i needed you . Telling me everyth will be okay , assuring me you'll be mine as long as you can .

I don't wanna lose you , i don't . You're so sweet , your tender kisses make me fly high . Your hands are so soft i want to hold them forever , draw close to you and feel your body against mine . The feeling i feel when i am with you is missed badly , i wanna see you soon . I am sorry aye , i hope you understand me alrights ? [:

I await 121009 - the day i'll feel your warmth again , luvluv :x

Remember our promises ? Remember our dirty - lil secret ? hohos :P

Don't you break your promises baby , i trust you .

i luv you , baby ~

Coursework Strikes :\

2009-07-17T08:42:00.005+08:00

- met Jessmyn , Kiran & her boyf , Oriena (?) , Natasha and Jaspal .

(went to hougang , me & jessmyn did something wicked luhs . you know , i know ! ssshh)

- school is pretty boring these days uh , nothing intresting .

- i have many chores undone .

- i wanna pierce my tongue :P

- i am not going for punjabi lessons tmrw , Yay ! (:

- i miss my friends , much .

- will be staying at home mugging today , * see imma good girl* lawls .

- i wanna eat mudpie w/ you .

- save $$$

- escape from everyth .

- i love love love you , Z.Loga :D

Baby :D

2009-07-15T08:52:00.007+08:00

I want this pink lappy mine !! X(

Z.Loga , i miss you . Hahs , i am suuuper sleepy now & it's all your fault :P hehs , the oh so luvly long chat w/ you is going to give me eye bags ! D: but it's okay , baby .

2009-07-14T16:45:00.004+08:00

Tag Replies :

Eylaiza: hellos , thanks uh .

AISHAA: ty , you too (:

FAZEENAA: No problem (: you too .

C♥armaine: You too , last long aye ;P

Reena: Hahs , okays .

anitaaa!: thankyou .

clarissaloke: ? sweet ? lols .

Nessh: hoho , i miss you too .

Gurpreet: I will beb , :DD

C♥armaine: Thankyou beb . Luvs .

Eileen:): okok .

C♥armaine: Yes , tyty :D i'll be there for you too .

X.FANGG/.♥: i will .

♥JAN: surething (:

alvin: wth la alvin ? lols . people change okays ! :P

x-rong.Girl♥: OK :D

thanks for the tags , keep on tagging aye . luvs .

i didn't go to school , today :D

2009-07-14T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hellos Worldd [:

i'm suuuper tired luh , didn't go to school :P shit la , my MYE results were so sucky & i'm still not studying . howhow ? help :/ will have to start studying real soon and i will . mum registered chemistry tuition for me cos to me is totally alien lingo la . will be having a hectic schedule , so won't be going out that often . anyone wanna study with me on mondays & thursdays ? tell me okays ?

hahas .

& i luvluvluv my baby , :DD he's so sweet la . didn't meet him today , D: i wanna see you soon . takecare & rest well and get well soon so i can see you :P i miss miss you .

nthg , to blog already . bye .

i will never let you go (:

She's the sweetest , she blogged about me too :D

2009-07-13T10:44:00.001+08:00

Awww , you can't read what she said . HA HA HA :P

GURPEET KAUR IS THE BOMB YAW !

2009-07-12T19:22:00.005+08:00

People , this bitch is my precious of all (: My lil beloved sis , i love her much . We fought a thousand times , bitched about each other like hell but we're still never apart . Nothing , will break us , yes nothing at all .

i love you , bitch .

2009-07-12T09:54:00.004+08:00

- met melissa ytd , went to cine :D

- after that went swimming ( suuuper random )

- went to little guilin with her , cabbed from holland to gombak !

( our pockets had a big big hole )

- slacked and saw alot of couples . ( ;P we were like light bulbs )

- then cabbed to my house and she stayed over .

- & in th cab we found a brand new dig cam :P (hohohos)

- reached home at 7 plus , and went online .

- me and melissa were laughing at some hillarious shit toll late night . ( you know , i know )

- and that slut is still asleep ley D: ( pig )

pictures will be up soon .

Blog again later :P

Reply to your special post :D

2009-07-11T18:21:00.006+08:00

Erms , yes i did flunk my english . Once ? Hahs , so no big deal aye . But , i bet it's still better than yours . (way better) Yes , and i am thick skinned , wow . That's new . I didn't know asking for forgiveness was being thick skinned . And , about my brain not being able to understand what you meant by "roti prata frying in my mouth . . " if you had phrased it in proper english i would have . So not my fault . Andand , i flunked my english but at least i don't twit and i don't take ages to come up with a half-page compo . I shall not waste my time blogging about worthless pee-ple anymore . So say whatever you want , i careless .

Flings -

2009-07-10T18:47:00.004+08:00

Flings , never last long . Butbut , when you start missing your fling , is it still called a fling ? I assume , no .

Defination of a fling ,

-A fling is something that isn't a serious relationship. A one night thing or very short lived encounter. Or someone uses another to their benefit, if you know what I mean.-A fling usually means a meaningless encounter/relationship with a boy/girl (usually including SEX)

-Fling, It is usually some type of temporary escape from one's norms. Such as a vacation, or more negatively used to describe an affair.

-A fling....having a fling is kinda like a one night stand. A little something on the side. Like saying , " I had a little fling with this one guy/women." meaning you might have had sex or just kept each other company. ( Like a one nighter)

* the red one is what my fling means .

2009-07-10T12:05:00.003+08:00

heyhellohi .

- went to school , on time :D yay !

- went home after school , changed .

- met yoges , rachael , ratna andand kavitha at tiongbahru .

- they ate and i didn't D: stupid braces !

- slacked and the trained with yoges to serangoon :P

- then went to vivo , shopped and acted like crazy hoes .

- home sweet home :D

- slept early , tired uh .

andand people , have you heard about roti prata frying in one's mouth ? Amazing aye ? LOLS .
i so so so envy her english lingo luhs . HA HA HA .

love is not easily forgotten ,

all or nothing .

A bigbig thankyou to people who cheered me up . thanks aye , love you all .

2 slaps from worthless sluts .

2009-07-09T12:36:00.004+08:00

hellos pee-ple :D

many things happened over the past two days , i don't think i wanna elaborate neither do i wish to . all i have to say is i am sorry to some of my ex-clique mates - JiahuiLesbo , RachelGirlf , WanqingDearie and Lifang .

i'm utterly dissapointed in myself

sorry is all that comes to my mind

Only if raindrops were pink,

only if food was never fattening,

only if the sky was orange,

only if the trees were red,

only if everyone had mickey mouse ears,

only if i could buy intelligence from 7-11,

only if we had an eraser to erase all bad memories,

only if there was 25 hours a day,

only if i had a big big wall to make a magazine collage on,

only if i had a tattoo at the back of my ear,

only if there was a home delivery for joy,

only if my tongue was polka dotted,

only if happy people had flowers on their heads,

only if guys wore skirts,

only if we could glow in the dark,

only if you noticed little details,

only if MJ didn't die,

only if i lived in a house in tokyo in the middle of a city with a spiral rooftop,

only if everyone was transparent,

only if the grasses grew ribbon bows,

ONLY IF .

2009-07-05T09:21:00.003+08:00

Met Jiahui , Wanqing , Lifang , Fateen , Nessh[: andand Justin = Suuuper Funszxszxs :D

Lifang & Fateen Went Off First , Me & the rest headed to 304 to slack :P andand at around 6plus went up to Wanqing's house and watched The Incredibles after that cabbed home at 9 .

let's skip this conversation ,

i wanna feel you , feel you now :P

closer and closer .

2009-07-04T07:54:00.003+08:00

Yeahs , finally this saturday that i have been waiting for has come ! ~

Anticipating 4 pm much much much :P

hohos , dearie & i know why , hehs .

i'm suuuuper duuuper happy luhs , woos :D

boy , i wonder what would happen if i trip and let you in

& i don't wanna wait no more :P

late late pictures :D

2009-07-03T09:20:00.003+08:00

Overdued Pictures :D ~

2009-07-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

I'm so high now la ~

andand finally everyth is okay , quite fast aye (:

she ain't what thought she'd be :P

sorry for the assumptions i made w/o thinking {:

gosh , i am sensitive aye .

iwannamakeoutwithyou,soon:D

2009-07-01T16:16:00.004+08:00

HELLOS PEE-PLE .___.

I apparently have nothing to blog about , gosh >.<

Nothing interesting leahs , zzzz .

Did the usual old thing ; went to school with wanqing and jiahui . Was late uh , like always . After school had nothing much to do , rather boring uh . So i went home early , see i so good :P will be having tuition at 5 later , sucks !

& i totally think i need a break from sluts , super tired manxzs .

andand i think i got the rights to choose what i wanna tell whoever and what not . so if you'd fuck off for awhile i'd be pleased , tyvm .

what i really meant to say is

i am sorry for the way i am ;

i never meant to be so cold .

three days w/ awesome chicks ! :P

2009-06-30T09:35:00.005+08:00

I suddenly feel i am suuuuper UNGLAM .

i wanna be those girly classy chick :D hohos ~

i think it's time i quit smoking , really .

andand , i wanna study :P yes , you got that right .

i don't wanna let my mum & my special someone down ! {:

Friday , Saturday & Sunday ~

1) outing with mummy (:

2) sleepover at melissa's :DD

3) KRANJI BEACH ; with michelle & melissa :B

4) met jessica after 235654 years :DDD

5) went to jessica's house

6) did airbrush tattoo :P

7) went to CWP and after that slacled at 359 :/

( with michelle & jessica )

8) went to BPP , ate at the 'cafe cartels

( with michelle & jessica and christina )

9) made a new friend , Christina (:

10) went home , sleep ; zzz .

to love someone is suuper easy .

2009-06-25T12:35:00.003+08:00

Cos we all know i'm not that strong & i'll miss those lips which made me fly D:

Pictures ~

2009-06-25T07:41:00.003+08:00

Hohohos .

2009-06-25T07:23:00.002+08:00

I'm lazy to blog so i'm gonna keep it short .

- monday , nothing much happened .

- tuesday , went swimming with Joey , Rach , Jiahui & Wanqing :D

(fun,fun&fun)

- wednesday , went over to Jiahui's House & then slacked after that met mum ; went to aunt's house .

Yes , that's about it (:

2009-06-21T08:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY PAPA'S DAY TO ALL DADDIES ! (:

waiting ~

2009-06-21T08:11:00.005+08:00

I'm waiting for my dream to come true ~

I've made mistakes in my life , I've let people take advantage of me ,

I've expected way less than what i deserve , but I've learnt from my bad choices ,

and even though there are some things that i can never get back and people who will never be sorry ,

I know that next time , i won't settle for anything lesser than what i deserve .

Life is too short .

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness .

Love deeply and forgive quickly .

Take chances and have no regrets .

Cause life still goes on no matter what (:

2009-06-20T09:01:00.001+08:00

hellos pee-ple .

will be back with a better post soon .

2009-06-18T08:08:00.008+08:00

MIXED FEELINGSXSZS !

Omg , i totally don't know what's wrong with me these days .

I feel so weird , like so totally not me .

I can't believe i'm still jealous over him , i tht i was way over him but people tell me it's obvious i'm not .

Clique problems will never come to an end , gosh .

I wanna run far far far away , i do !

& i'm wondering how long will i have to wait before everyth is mended .

i miss my primary school bestfriend much , she's still the most awesome friend ever , clarissa loke ai fong ! (:

:D

2009-06-17T08:11:00.006+08:00

Met Ram at Bukitbatok , 1pm . Watched ghost of his girlfriend's past ! (: It's super bitchy :DDD

After the movie went to slack with rammie & i made him walk walk walk , sorry aye . hoho ~

Went home around 6 plus . Studied & slept early :D

2009-06-16T07:24:00.005+08:00

I'm trying hard to hate you :D

2009-06-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

i'm happy to see my sluts today , jiahui and wanqing . they are the best manxzs , i can pour out everything to them & i mean everything .

Well , & you suck much ! I'd miss my free circus show ! D:

2009-06-13T17:52:00.002+08:00

I'm anticipating my shopping spree with my momma ! ~

here's my shopping list :

- ripples flip flops

- vintage dresses

- black & brown shorts

- transparent black tote bag

- coach purse

- accesories

- lavender PSP ! (:

that's all i can think of right now .

Did nothing much these days , just the usual routine . Kinda bored of it already , shit manszxz . & yes , i actually studied ; not much though . Trying my best to stay focus . & i so so so need a wild day out with my crazy girls soon , jiahui & wanqing . I miss them much , but they just can't get enough of their boyfriends - raaaahs ! (:

I miss many many many pee-ple . Omfg , i so wanna meet all of 'em up this holidays .

Clarissa , Gurpreet , Alvin , Jessmyn , Yogesh , Randhir & Katherine .

okays , bye pee-ple : D

WTF , PCB ! ~

2009-06-11T21:16:00.005+08:00

Fucking Spammer !

GET A LIFE , YOU WANNA COMMENT ALSO USE YOUR NAME LA . PUT AS UNKNOWN FOR ? DARE SAY W/O NAME WHO CANNOT DO SIAAA ? YOU DARE YOU SPAM WITH NAME LA , OH SORRY I MEANT TAG W/ NAME . & PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE COMMENTING ON ME . I DON'T ACTUALLY CARE WHAT YOU SAY CAUSE I AM CONFIDENT THAT I AM WAY BETTER THAN HOW YOU DESCRIBED ME , YES . I'M SLUTTY FOR REAL OR NOT , WHY DO YOU CARE ? DON'T YOU HAVE A LIFE OF YOUR OWN TO LOOK INTO ? WHY ARE YOU BEING SUCH A KPO ! GOSH , PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE OH-SO WEIRD . I PITY YOU , MUCH MANSZXS . SO JUST KEEP THE ENTERTAINMENT GOING , I WANNA SEE WHAT MORE YOU CAN GET OUT OF ME . & IF YOU HAVE THE LITTLEST GUTS , TAG W/ YOUR NAME OR ELSE FUCK OFF & START THINKING OF HOW YOU CAN BEAUTIFY YOURSELF ! :D

TYVM (:

2009-06-10T06:57:00.005+08:00

Hellos Pee - ple ! :D

i'm totally suuuuper busy today uh . siansxzs , so many appoinments ! & oh my bloody god , i have to take blood test . *cross fingers* & then later dental appointment ; don't know what they gonna do also .

Appointment at GH will be at 9 am , will be leaving at 7.30 am ! :D any kind soul wanna acompany me there ? cos my bestfriend who was suppose to come with me is still alseep :(

I am guessing i'll have to go there alone ! Mummy is working & friends are still in their bed .

Nvm , after my appointment will be meeting lesbo at WestMall ; i wanna DDR ! (: after which at four i have my dental appointment & she's following me ! Yes , after that idk where i'll be heading , most probably will be hanging out with Fateen & Peirong OR Jiahui & Wanqing . Not too sure yet .

sometimes all you need is a second chance

because time wasn't ready for the first one .

Will update later !

2009-06-09T10:11:00.002+08:00

I'M GROUNDED

sometimes in order to not fall apart ,

you have to let go of what keeps you together .

waiting ~

2009-06-08T07:07:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh ~

i'm suuuper bored ! waiting for my sim card since ytd , the stupid singtel pee-ple say they will deliver it between 9 am - 1 pm , so long siaaa .

& i wanna thank my aunty for always being there for me covering my back & saving me from all the troubles i get into . if not for her i think , my fine would still be pending , i wouldn't have gotten back my same phone which i losed . yes , thankyou aunty / i love you :D ~ i promise never to let you down again ! (L)

& to whoever who took my phone ; fuck you mansxzs ~ i curse you die of AIDS ! hohos :P you need $$$ just say or ask la , need to steal my phone anot ? you want the phone you can have it uh , but at least return my pictures ! gosh D:

things i've got to do today :

~~- study w/ sweetheart , steadstead & GF . ( 3 hours )~~

- meet lesbo to give her 5 bucks . [pending]

- tidy up my room . [pending]

- play DDR . [pending]

~~- pierce tragus (?)~~

yupps , byeeeeee pee-ple ~

blog later : D

D:

2009-06-06T08:36:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY PHONE !

SIGH :(

People , if you have my number help me call or SMS my phone & see if there's any response . Thanks & you can tell thru MSN . Yeahs , thankyou :D

lalalas~

will you ever meet me again ?

i hope what i told you ytd won't add to the stress you alrdy have ):

sorry , iluvu , much .

just be happy / (:

2009-06-04T05:48:00.008+08:00

Don'T Bother Reading Cos IT Doesn't Concern YOU . It's about a oh-so small slut ! : D

I SO HATE YOU , SLUT >.<

Bloody 13 year old freak , tyr'na act like you're some kind of pop . oh , please get a life can ? Mix with people your own age la . Don't step one mature when you are disgustingly childish . & i smoke , flirt ; you care so much for ? Jealous uh ? Go smoke la , go flirt la ~ oh i forgot you have a face which ain't worth anyones time & you are in the age where you would need more skills to flirt , people just don't wanna waste their time on sluts like you .

WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP ? :D

i hate you much laxzsxzs !

Ps , Gurpreet i ain't referring to you , it's some sec one slut who commented on me yeahs . Don't misunderstand aye . I seriously hope things get better between me & you , yeahs . I miss my old beloved , much . Sorry for everyth , i know i was wrong from the start , yes . : D

2009-06-02T14:24:00.002+08:00

ALYCIA WILL BE BACK TO BLOG SOON :D

LOVE ~

2009-06-02T08:29:00.006+08:00

Overdued Pictures ! : D

2009-05-26T21:13:00.004+08:00

Life totally suckszxsx !

i don't understand why is it always me , am i that bad a friend ?

hais , anw it's all thanks to one bloody idiot my life turned out like this , ugh ! _'_ if you were still with me now i wouldn't be so dependent on my friends ; you suck much , ______

life's a total bitch ~

she's a mother fucking cheese - pie ! ~

2009-05-26T08:13:00.005+08:00

you're a mother fucking cheese - pie ! i hate you mansxzs , haven't you ever tht abt how others would feel ? i know you've been left out before but you don't need to do until like that la hor ! when you had no one by your side you treated me so well & now ? just stop all your stunt okays , stop making these your trademark , these is not the first time you're doing such .

i now i am not any better but at least i would feel sorry for the person i treat badly . i doubt you do , you're so hard hearted ! all , i want from you is to fuck off .

i want my sweetheart back ,

i want it to be like last time ,

i miss the time we had ,

the trouble we got into together ,

the bitching & gossips ,

& everyth !

hohohos ~ i'm a suuuper good girl !

2009-05-21T10:39:00.005+08:00

hellos pee-ple ! ~ life is really harsh on me lately , firstly my mum , friends , my pending fine & school .

My mum , she's so not understanding ; i don't know what happened ?

Friends are so contradicting ! I don't understand them .

My pending fine is tmrw !

School is not so much of a problem anymore (:

& i have decided that i am gonna change , not for anyone else but myself . I'll be a good school girl , cos that's suppose to be my priority anyways ! Smoking , skipping school & getting into trouble is not what i want anymore . I just wanna put an end to it . From now on my aim is to study well & get 14 points for my N's ; 3 distinctions ! I wanna prove my mum wrong & change her perceptions of me . Yes , i will .

I wanna thank my dearest sweeetheart ! If not for her i wouldn't have realise that i have to face reality which is STUDY ! (for now at least) . I am really proud of her mansxz , she totally changed , she who used to skip school continuosly for 3 weeks nearly a month was the girl who declined me today when i asked her to skip school with me today ! *claps* Even though we were late but at least we still came . & i am sure with the attitude she has she will definately succeed ! (: She's going thru alot lately & i just want her to know that i will always be there for her , (:

Among my clique of 6 pee-ple , i love her the most la , she's the best of the best ! She's a friend i nvr wanna lose , i should be lucky to have a friend like her & i will treasure her ! I LOVE T.LIFANG V V V MUCH :D

& yeahs , i am suuuper high today ! ~ woooo . me & sweetheart were like crazy to the max , hohos , slacked slacked & slacked !

there are only 3 things in life a girl needs :

love to make her weak

alcohol to make her strong

best friends when both make her hit the floor .

C.M.I

2009-05-17T09:31:00.010+08:00

After :

Before :

Fucking Idiot ; _'_

Hellos , pee-ple ! :D Today i'm here to introduce to you all a mother fucking cheese-pie !

EDGAR TEO CHENG YI :D

A 18 year old kid who lacks childhood , hence is still so childish . He Breaks Up with his Girlfriend For silly & childish reasons ! LOLS . He's so damn buang la , & rates his self 4/5 ! omg , so bhb right ? if you ask any girl down the street they'll rate him maximum a ONE & mininmum a ZERO ! Yes , disgustingly ugly . He plays a role of a playboy ? heartbreaker ? please la , do you even have the face ? You should be lucky to have gotten such a pretty ex la . Stop playing punk okays ? Be Mature to understand that somethings are meant to be serious not everyth can be toyed with . Just Two Words La , GROW UP ! :D

My Friend Jiahui , is not a toy for you to play with okays ? She's not gonna be so stupid again , to fall for your stupid excuses ! (: So good luck in getting another girl who is stupid enough to fall for your stupid sweet talk ! GET A LIFE LA :)

Girls , dont be silly to get tricked by him aye . He is good at swindling ! :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE !

i love love love love love love love them ~

2009-05-16T10:39:00.007+08:00

I LOVE SPONGEBOB :D

I LOVE MY CLIQUE :)

I LOVE MY MUM :P

I LOVE MRS.TERRENCE :B

I LOVE MRS.ANBA xD

I LOVE MY AUNTY :]

I LOVE MYSELF :DDD

This is such a random post & i suuuper crazy :D ! ~ i'm in mood for clubbing , getting high & making out w/ the cuttest guy . i wanna go for the next event in a club w/ my clique , badly :P !

i am anticipating my trip to cambodia & i wanna go gaga with those 6 sluts . oh , but Mrs.Terrence say Jiahui is not going neither is Rachel . So it'll be me , lifang , fateen , wanqing & peirong :D ! - FIVE SLUTS / (: i wanna try bring ciggy over , packed in my bag wrapped in my lingerie no one will ever check there , :P hohoho .

& i want my tongue piercing asap , joeyyyyy ! ;D hurry , get me th info aye , precious ?! & to those sluts & hoes ; who owe me my v v v v v belated bday pressie ! i want it asap :P or i'll cry buckets i swear ! & fuck my memory card manxzs , sort plug sey ; all my pics gone again , even my songs & themes ! i have to get them in my phone all over again ! D: shitto , holly mama .

Steadstead :

Be strong okays ? Guys are all like that , as i told you ytd ; there are many fishes in the pond , so what if one turns out bad , continue fishing & you'll soon get your perfect fish ! okays ? (: yeahs !

CHEER UP .

~ HOHO ! :D

love love love , you suck much ! :D

2009-05-16T07:11:00.003+08:00

Hellos Pee-ple ! :D Got Back Almost all My RESULTS ! & they suck la . i could have done so much better / if i studied earlier .

English :
Paper1 : 38/60 .
paper2 : 36/80 .
Total : 74/140 .
Percentage : 52.8 , 5

Maths :
Paper1 : 20/80 .
paper2 : 12.5/60 .
Total : 32.5/140 .
Percentage : 23.2 , U

C.Humans :
History : 12/50 .
S.S : 21/50 .
Total : 33/100 , U

C. Science :
Chem : 17/50 .
Phys : 13/50 .
Total : 30/100 , U

F&N :
Total : 13/40 .
Percentage : 32.5 , U

& i dont know my MT marks yet ! hais , how lousy can my results get ? i feel so dissappointed la . i am gonna start studying for my prelims & N's as from this weekend , which means today . & yes , i will . i am gonna keep myslef busy , busy with my studies for this last three months that i am left with before my N's ! i dont want this year to be my last year in CSS . yeahs , (:

blog soon .

2009-05-14T19:05:00.005+08:00

hoho .school's suuuper boring these days ! D: i started hating it so much la , that i even asked my friend to skip school with me . gosh , helpppp . i need a break luhs .

& i am not happy anymore . _'_ and and th feelings totally suck can ! hais , i just dont know what i really want , i need help , serious help . yeahs , byeeeeee no mood to blog ! D:

i miss you , i think i do .

like suddenly , (:

do you feel the same ?

2009-05-13T17:22:00.004+08:00

JIAHUI'S SWEET 16 :D

HAPPY BEING SIXTEEN . :D

2009-05-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

HOHO , I AM SUUUUPER HAPPYYYYY :D

2009-05-11T07:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN , LESBO ! :D

T.Jiahui , happy birthday slut ! have fun being sixteen , you'll recieve sixteen slaps tmrw ! okays ? hahas . & ya , your present will be delayed uh , sorry . (L)

Random :
Lifang = Closest slut (L)
Jiahui = bitchy slut (L)
Wanqing = bestest slut (L)
Rachel = Perfect slut (L)
Fateen = crazy slut (L)
Peirong = innocent slut (L)
& me , Dalpreet = sweetest slut (L)
hahas , yeahs ! i love them to bits , snatch them and i'll bite .
all the pictures & crazy times
sisters at heart & partners in crime .

okays , byeeeeeeeee !
blog soon , (:
takeGREATcare .

2009-05-10T14:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY :D

Mummy , thanks for always being there for me , i know sometimes you're harsh and it's all just for my own good . i haven't been able to be the perfect daughter yet but i will soon okays ? i'm trying hard . i know its hard tolerating me , but despite all that you've supported me for 16 years , thanks ! i love you , mummy ! :D

Went to vivo with mummy , aunt & cousins ~ those fcuktards who i detest to the core ! fcuking sluts & bustards ! anw , went there to makan makan & then bought mummy a ring from perlini's silver , 89 bucks luh ! there's a big hole in my pocket now ! after that went shopping , bought new make up - yay ! :D & bought a dress kinda shirt , i likeeeee . came home around 8 plus , shagged ! slept early , yeahs .
Anticipating tmrw ; going out with my old friends ages since i met them ! :)

Byeeeeeee folks .

2009-05-10T08:58:00.002+08:00

Melissa , Me & Michael :DD

Stayed home till 5 in the evening ytd ; was sleeping uh . & my phone rang it was melissa asking me out ! :D she wanted me to accompany her to some party with my long lost friend ; michael ! yes , so i went to tell mum & got ready & stuff . i love getting dolled up , yeahs (: left my house around 6.30 plus & met them at JE at 7.12 , they were late :\ hahs . trained to city hall , Grand Hotel Cty Hall , the party was there ! saw many hot guys , yay ! fun , fun , fun ~ the music was awesome & i made new friends ! :DDDDDDD
after the party we went to Marina Barrage , slacked & cabbed home ard 1 am , mum was like sitll awake ! LOLS , * my fingers were crossed ;X * .

i so have to do these by tuesday :
- thread my eyebrows ,
- re-re-rebond my fringe ,
- *& buy lesbo her pressie . ( all the way at bugis leahs ) -.-
& i wanna pierce my tongue by this weekend ! (:
oh , & i have to pay my pending fine ! shitshit .

okays , byeeeeeee people .

2009-05-09T08:12:00.002+08:00

OVERDUED SNAPSNAP :

2009-05-08T18:44:00.003+08:00

Talk .

I FINALLY CAN DECLARE MYE'S ARE OVERRRRRRRRR ; YAY ! But , i think my results are gonna suck big time ! hais , nvm . i'll try harder , okays ?
& i'm finally over my Mr.D ; two weeks is all i could wait ! i cant stand your attitude manszxs , it's like _|_

So today after exams , we went to 411 to smoke & we finally talked things out yeahs , everyone did ! no heartfeelings aye . i hope everyth will be okay now , yeahs . & Steadstead , sorry for what i have unknowingly assumed , i feel so bad luh . sigh , we'll start our DLS again , okays ? (L)

yeahs , pics will be up tmrw ! (:

BYEEEEEEEEEEE .

2009-05-07T17:07:00.004+08:00

HEYYYY EARTHLINGS ! ~

tmrw's like finally the lst paper of MYE ; & i think i flunked it ! :O
too tired to bother doing the paper ; not that i dont wanna do well but perhaps i am just not in the mood to do so yet . but , i'll sure muggg hard for my N's ! (: Yes , i will .

have been STUDYING with my clique -( Lifang , Jiahui , Wanqing , Peirong & Fateen ) lately , at gombak . yupps , (: many things happened , sigh ! Lesbo & Dearie ; i really hope you'll nvr do that again , never , okays ? everyone is like having so many problems luh , cheer up people ! you know i'll always be there so feel free yeah ? (: hahs .

060509 ~
such a fucking awesome day ; not ! misunderstandings , when will these ever end ? anw , i just wanna say sorry to everyone for whatever happened . (:
FRIENDS FOREVER ! (:

pics will be up , soon okays ?
byeeeeee (L)

2009-05-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

LIFE GETS SUCKIER EACH DAY W/O YOU ! D:

post another day ! bye folks :D

2009-05-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

1) i had weird moodswings today
2) i just waved to two random ppl thinking that they were waving to me
3) i donno why im here when im suppose to MUG MUG MUG !
4) oh ya, i had millions of undone revision !
5) i justttttt can't stop thinking of _____ .
6) why aren't you talking to me
7) OMG YOU'RE SO FAKE . YEAH YOU ! IT'S YOUUUUU !
8) no, there's 2 sides to a story
9) MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE !
10) my patience is running out.
I AM BURSTING ALREADY . HELPPPP , ANYONE.

2009-05-01T17:19:00.004+08:00

HELLOS ! (:

Nthg , to blog about . No pics to upload , cable spoilt ! D: ugh _|_ so i'll upload next time okays ? (:

Sweetheart , thanks for always being there for me , i hope you will continue & never leave my side no matter what & i'll never also . okays ? pinky promise , aye ! :DD
these few months we've became so close that i'm so not use to not meeting you for a day . anw , study for mye , okays ?
takecares , love !

Steadstead , i hope we'll clear all misuderstandings alright ? & good luck with LEONARD !

Girlf , thanks for accompanying me tdy . & stop being so busy with your GUYS ! :P

that's all byeeeeeeeee , off to mugggggggg !

2009-05-01T08:49:00.004+08:00

i miss you , much ! :D

stop ignoring me will , you ? pretty please ! i know you'll find it weird , you might even be thinking to yourself that , "these girl is nuts ! i only know her for a month & she's these crazy !?" yes , i am crazy ! crazy over you , yes you ; MR.D .
sigh , will you ever understand how i feel ? maybe , i am finding the love i need from someone else in you , but i like you ; i really do ! you might feel i am making use of you , no i am not alright ? during the first few weeks maybe yeahs but after that everth will be okay , right ? & MR.S ; i know how you feel , but there's nthg i can do anymore . i'm sorry , i tried hard forgetting you & i am not gonna fall again . why are guys so weird ? when the girl showers her love & care you all dont bother & when she's done with you ; over you , you tell her you need her ? what kinda fcuked up logic is these ? *NOT ALL GUYS AYE , ONLY SOME ! SOME DON'T EVEN BOTHER* love has hurt me time & again , but i am willing to be hurt for you , cos i know you'll keep me happy ! i stil have trust in you . although you're ignoring me for the past SIX days . i'll still wait , i promise i will as long as i can . i hope you come back , i really do ! i miss you cute lil innocent face , much . hais :(

Just 'cause her eyes don't tear , doesn't mean her heart don't cry . & Just 'cause she comes off strong , doesn't mean there's nothing wrong !

2009-04-28T20:30:00.003+08:00

Disappointed again & again !

MY Mr.D ; you are such a disappointment laaaaaaa ~ i tht you were different but nahs , you're just another bustard ! if things were gonna be so ugly in the end , why did you ever treat me like no one did in the first place ? i got swindled in your web of lies (sweet talk) so deep that , that i cant get out so easily just like seperating a bee from honey & a nail from the finger ! all texts not replied , how childish can this get ? if you dont want me to contact you just say so . dont keep silent & expect evryth to be ok . maybe your life is still going on well , but you ought to know mine isnt ! i trusted you so much , & this is what i get ? wow , when will i ever find my true love ? maybe falling in love was a wrong choice in the first place . i gained nthg but heartaches ! nthg will ever feel the same anymore , i hate myself so much for being so silly .

i miss your cute lil innocent face so much , that i can even ignore my friends when drowned in thoughts of you . i hope you know much you mean to me , but yeah forget it .

EXAMS ! i really hope i do well , wont be online until the 08 of may ! miss me okays ?

takecare , people !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE ! Hope your birthday wish comes true , aye ? Have fun being sixteen / legally fuckable ; lols . to my precious sweetheart ! (L)

2009-04-26T14:53:00.002+08:00

JESSMYN

Babe , i miss you much . All the fun we had , all the secrets we shared , (: I want them to continue now & forever ! (L) meet soon okays ?
takecares w/ loves !

2009-04-26T07:08:00.006+08:00

Saturday , ytd (:

HELLLLLOS ! :D
i was at at home till 2plus ; did f&n planning & revised f&n for mid year . then at 2.30 plus went to imm to meet sweetheart & cabbed to gombak . when there to meet girlf , jiahui , wanqing & cheehao slacked for awhile then went off to woodlands , cabbed there ! it was suuuper hot laaaaaa ! D: went there to stalk someone , walked from one part of woodlands to another , tiring you know ! :(

Dinesh , came to meet me at blk 359 at ard 5 plus . slacked awhile & went home . yeahs (: i'm sorry for wasting your day eyh , i was just so shy . i promise you the next time we meet it wont be like that . yupps , anw you're so cute laaaas . takecares , (L) .

2009-04-25T07:08:00.002+08:00

SHOCKED & LOST !

hellos , i haven't updated for quite some time . school is keeping me busy & life is very hectic . many things have happened & i promise myself this will be the last time i let myself be in such a situation , i promise ! (: seriously enough of all this shit manszszx ; no problem from school then problem from outside & then vice versa , like wtf luhs . i can't be going on like this forever manszxs , it's suuuuper stressing laaas . i got other things to handle you know ? sometimes , i really sit & wonder why can't i be like other girls ; elegant , sweet & so carefree ? isn't that what i wanted ? i never tht i'd be what i am tdy ; so rough & unruly ! people think i like this bad girl label , they are so wrong laaa . let me tell you all now , i HATE it okays ? to prove them wrong i'll stop evryth which is wrong ; from smoking to coping & minor matters in school . i wanna show them all i am worth their time . yes , i will ! :D

to my dearest sweetheart (tan lifang) ;
girl , thanks for always being there for me when i needed you even when my bestfriend wasn't there for me you were there . i can turn to you anytime , you'll be there nvr hesitating to help , being my listenng ear & giving me all your oh-so cute ideas and nvr failing to cheer me up ! (: i have only been close to you for 2 months plus but it feels like i've known you for years ! you're a amazing friend & i will nvr wanna lose you ! (: & sweetheart if you have any thing which troubles you feel free to tell me okays ? i know you're dissapointed at how HE changed , but just cheer up okays ? time changes people , yeahs .

three more days to exam ! omg D:
i'm so gonna start mugging alrdy , i wanna pass english , maths , combine humans & FandN ! i can only afford to fail one subject (: my aim is to get A2 for english & FandN and B3 or B4 for combine humans & just pass my maths ! yupps , won't be blogging until after exam , miss me okays ?

byeeeeeeeeeee !

2009-04-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

BOOHOOS >.<

heyyo , (:
had been suuuuper busy these days . so many things lined up luhs ; school , punjabi school , vesakhi mela & outings . yeahs , tiring siaaa D:
tdy was such a hilarious day luhs (L) , laughed like hell manxzszxs .

i need love ;

2009-04-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

FAT WOMAN DISLIKES ME BEING WITH HER CLOSEST , SHE FINDS IT IRRITATING ! Gosh , (:

eyh , FAT WOMAN WITH A FLAT CHEST ! (: You know who you are luhs , just don't wanna put your name here & embarass you ! see i so good ? hahs . why you like that siaaa ?
can you change ? i mean you're pathetic , get it ? stop acting like you're one big fuck ! i pity you manxzszxs , D:
& you have ayth to say , say it to my face laaa okays ? don't behind my back say , got the guts to say then dare tell me . if not shut th fuck up . tyvm ! (:

we were once so close & you made things ugly , your choice !

& to vanessa ong jiaxin ;
let's just let bygones be bygones & don't brood over th past okays ?
takecares , bye .
&& tyvm for being there for me when i needed you , (2008) .
much appreciated ! :DD

byeeeeee !
blog next time !

2009-04-15T10:34:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF SUSPENSION !

omg , i so happy luhs ! (: It's finally over , tmrw i'll be back in school . You know how bored i was ? life without school suckszxs manzzx . as promised , i am gonna go back to school tmrw with a whole diff attitude , in th perfect attire & be a good girl , yes , i will :DD

I miss my sweetheart , T.Lifang muchxzszxszxs ! the way we go crazy & laugh like no one cares , awwww . can't wait to see you tmrw , girl . she nvr fails to make me laugh with her cute idiotic face & pathetic ideas ! i love her v v v v much .
& i just wanna tell her ; we really gotta study okays ? we'll prove the fcukers wrong , esp RAFEEK .

Lesbo Bitch , what's with you these days ? you're so weird , it's like we have to start all over again ! Ugh , suit yourself laaa ! If there's anyth feel free to tell me . takecares , (L)

& FAT WOMAN ; FUCK OFF , GET IT ? YOU MOTHER FUCKING BITCH ! (: GO BANG BALLS & LEAVE US ALL ALONE ! :D
YOU'RE A FLAT CHEST ! hohohoho .

PRECIOUS :
i don't really know what's going on , but cheer up okays ? Don't sadsad , we'll always be there for you .

okays , gotta go complete my homework .
byeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-04-14T14:37:00.007+08:00

FUN ! (L)

heyyo peepo ! :D

my suspension is ending tmr , Yay ! OMG , i missed school man & i did all my homework okays , except for Humanities ! see , i goodgirl right ?
HAHS :D

went to precious house tdy , had lots of fun ; crapped alot & discussed pretty much stufff ! ssshh , okays ? HAHAS .
& thanks for the blogskin ! she's such a sweetheart man she made my blogskin for me & i love it . nice right ?

okays , bye .

Tags Reply :
♥ JOEY.S: yeahs , thanks . i love it !
alvin: everyth ?
LIFANG/.♥: it's gonna be over tmrw ! yippeeeees :D
jiahui: thanks lesbo :D
alvin: oh , thanks .
DINESH=]: HEYYO .
FAZEEENAAAAAA: thanks beb .
:]Charm: tyty hunneh .
Unknown: thanks & you are ?
WQ♥: i love you too , hahas !
LIFANG/.♥: love you too .
kannan: okay , i will soon .
Gurpreet: okay , surething .

STUDYING !

2009-04-12T13:30:00.006+08:00

i'm so in need of a rewind (:

& THANKS EVERYONE FOR TH BDAY WISHES !
didn't celebrate much , will be celebarting my sweet sixteen after my N's . I'll invite you okays ? Must come uh , with my presies (:

leaving the habbits behind , (:

2009-04-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

" Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest
It's about who came, and never left your side . "

" It is funny how friends who were once inseparable
were complete strangers now . "

Often when you see people who were once inseparable and have later moved on to part ways, you think what could’ve gone so terribly wrong between them that they can’t even stand each other? Can a friendship that starts with ‘ no sorry no thank you’ and reaches the ‘friends forever’ stage end on a bitter note? The reasons for a broken friendship might be many.

- Friendship is perhaps one of the most beautiful relationships that people can share .

- Friendship is about sharing each other’s opinions, dreams,
fears, aspirations and hopes .

- Friendship is about engaging conversations, which go on and on as friends lose track of time .

- Friendship is about cherishing old memories of togetherness and creating new ones everyday. Although when you watch friends hanging out and having a great time it seems as if these people just belong together.

- Friendship does require a sound mutual understanding with lots and lots of love and care for each other .

i just wanna have you by my side (:
you're a great friend , really .
yes , & i know once again i;m wrong .
sorry , yeahs ! D:
but , forgiving me is really up to you .
yeo wan qing , (:

i lovelovelove them v v v v v v much (:

2009-04-07T08:09:00.003+08:00

i lovelovelove them v v v v v v much (:

heyyo people ! (: Yayness , i am gonna be sixteeen in like 24 hours ! :DDD

okay , now i'm gonna do some serious blogging long since i done that aye ?
so i have been hanging out with my sweetheart TAN LIFANG , girlf FATEEN & lesbobestybitch THENG JIAHUI lately . there are real awesome chicks manszxs & i love them v v v v much ! :DDDD
watched Paul Blart : Mall Cop ytd with sweetheart & girlfee ! (:
the movie is so funny luhs , & i think paul blart is cute , yeahs . aft the movie met lesbobestybitch went to play ddr & then went off to slack at 304 . me & lesbobestybitch talked abt many many many things , ssshh okays ? Pinky Promise , yeahs ! (: went home at 8 plus & watched tv and slept early was damn tired .
now i am in school blogging F&N lesson , hahas . i'm too lazy to do my coursework , i'll do it by may , i think .

& i so wanna watch 17 again & the ugly truth ! Movie Fever Yaw (:

& now here's the highlight of this post :
for my dearie , YEO WANQING .
thanks for all those advices you gave me , you really helped me in forgetting someone i tht it would be impossible to . i love talking to abt such , you're one of those who understands me pretty well . rmber if you need me , i'll always be there for you :DDDDDD

2009-04-05T08:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY OR SAD ?

hais , i am so fed up of life mansxzs ! i feel like running away somewhere far & starting everyth all over again . i wanna get out of all this mess , i don't wanna be treated like this . i regret what i've done , i really do . i can't go on like this i promised so many people i would change & time and again i let them down , i make them lose trust in me again and again . you think i don't want a bright future ? ofcos i do , it's just that i need time . i have many things on my mind & slowly i'll get my priorities right , okays ? i don't need you taunting me or telling me what i should do or should have done . what's over it's over so no point brooding over it , what's done is done . i know what i am doing & i perfectly fine on my on . you wanna wash your hands off me or whatever i don't care , do whatever that pleases you but just so you know it won't affect me it nvr did . i fall , i cry & i pick myself up all on my own . you think me & my friends are a bunch of lifeless girls with no ambition , i dont know about them but i'll definately prove you wrong .

& MUMMY , I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING .
Please forgive me ? D:
& thanks for everyth , I LOVE YOU >.<

okays , so yeahs i feel so much better after blogging abt how i really feel .
& yeahs My BIRTHDAY is 3 days away ! (:
*jumps high*
don't forget aye , i want my gifts ! :D
yeahs , (:

2009-04-01T09:47:00.003+08:00

SHITYY DAY D:

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE : D

PS , i wanna watch confessions of shopaholic , anyone ?

2009-03-31T09:26:00.006+08:00

HEYYY PEOPLE , I AM BACK ! :DDDDD

Tag's Reply :

kutti loosu :
heyhey , yesyes ! i wont forget you luhs .
& yeahs will link you soon :D
alvin:
Hellos , yeah thanks !
Ya lo , learn from you de (;
now blogging luhs , wait can ?
♥ charm:
hey babe .
i'm fine & you ?
ohh , thanks (:
FAZEEENAAA:
Thanks , but then not fun luhs .
B O R I N G !
♥ JOEY.S:
heyhey , soon uh .
will update .
you also must put me okays ?

okays , byeeeee .
blog soon .
toodles !

2009-03-27T08:28:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO.

SCHOOL LIFE SUCKS MANSXZS ! omg .____.
wth siaaa , get caught for this get caught for that , go slack only need to catch us for this kinda thing anot ? & TO THAT STUPID FUCKING CB MAN , GET A LIFE LUH HOR , MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUISNESS OKAYS ? SO LIFELESS SEY , MAKE PEOPLE'S LIFE DIFFICULT . I CURSE YOUR DEATH WILL BE A PAINFUL ONE , HAHAHAS I AM SO EVILLLLL . So i think i'll be getting another suspension for hanging out under a block in uni tying my hair ?! how very nice eyh . ugh ! D:

Ytd , joey came down find us after like so long slacked with her & stuff = YAYNESS ! (:
Slacked tgt with alot alot alot of people . lifang sweetheart , jiahui lesbo besty bitch , wanqing dearie , peirong steadstead , rachel & fateen girlf , vanessa koh & hiromi . yupps . went to many places also , old school site , westmall , jurong west , edgar's house , aunty's house & FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME ! :DDDDDDDDDD
had fun laaaaa , laughed like hell .

& SADLY I LOST MY MEMORY CARD , D:
hais , but nvrmind luhs , i can retrieve my photos from my comp & songs from my friends .

that's all , nthg to blog abt alrdy .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee peepo .
blog when i'm back from KL .
(:
takecares , lovesxzs !

2009-03-23T21:06:00.006+08:00

HELLLLLLLLOS !

hey peepos .
i'm bored siaaaa .
always th same old damn boring routine . ugh , yupps & i watched PUSH ytd with sweetheart & girlf . Quite nice uh , go watchhhhhh ! (:
school was ok as usual boring as ever ! & yeah i screwed my ENGLISH COMMONTEST ! D:
Fcuk luhs , me and sweetheart swopped papers luhs = DAMN FUNNY ! (:
have been out with sweetheart & girlf again tdy to wdlds . & something stupid happened so random laaaaaa . whatever luhs , fuck that man la .

& SWEEETHEART !
No need thank me luhs .
i'll always be there for you no matter what .
& don't so fast get angry luh , okays ?
Takecares .
LOVES !

2009-03-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

ohhhh okays , that's so new luhs ! (:
hais , whatever luhs .
just want you to be happy in whatever you do .
Yeahs , tc & last long okays ?
but , dont blame me for treating you the way i will ; i hate you alot for doing this to me ! D:

THIS SHALL BE MY LAST POST ABT YOU ! (:
REALLY , REALLY MOVING ON & WON'T EVER TURN BACK !
THIS TIME IT'S FOR REAL !

2009-03-22T14:17:00.008+08:00

FAZEENA .

Girl , you're awesome manszxs ! I'm glad to have known you , a great listening ear .
Idk why ,everytime i talk to you ; i am motivated to forget & move on . Maybe cos i know he's in good hands & i'm sure you'll do a better job than me . But , you know i still miss him . & i promise i'll really put in my best to forget him . I wanna be happy mans ! Yupps , & i need your help . okays ? Must help me alright ? & i'll help you too . & you are a strong girl aye ! If it was me , i wouldn't be able to take all this bullshit from my boyf's ex . Yeahs , & last long long long . I'll try to nvr come in between your r/s . I want him to be happy , that's all . I know this post is contradicting to my previous post , lols . CONFUSED EMOTIONS !
Thanks & Sorry . I don't know what else to say . Takecares , bye ! :D
I'll always be there for you , whenever you need me yeahs .
& we shall hang out sometime okays ? (:

the awesome hot chick i was talking abt .

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

Gotta rush thru all my homework later ! D:
ugh .

2009-03-22T09:50:00.007+08:00

Now you're gone D:

Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
I miss you here, now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With the pictures hanging on the wall

Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
I miss you here, now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With the pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it's meant to be
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I go crazy, now you're gone
There's an empty place in my heart
without my Anna it will break apart
it wont heal it never fades away
I will think about you everyday

now your gone
I realize my love for you is strong
I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
with the pictures hanging on the wall
is this the way its meant to be
only dreaming that your missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I go crazy now you're gone

Now your gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
with the pictures hanging on the wall
is this the way its meant to be
only dreaming that your missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I go crazy now you're gone
There's an empty place in my heart
without my Anna it will break apart
it wont heal it never fades away
I will think about you everyday .

ohhh gosh , i just can't seem to forget you .
ugh , fuck off laaaaaa .
i can't even concentrate on anyth i do ; be it study or slacking .
you'll always be on my mind .
there are 1001 things which remind me off you !
you tell me how do i forget you ?
i cant , you get it .
i hate you much for doing this to me , D:
but i can't seem to hate you enough to forget you .
you told me you'll nvr leave me & i would and
i said no it'll be vice versa ; see ! i told you so ,
i kept my promise , i said i'll nvr leave you , i love you now & forever .
You made that same promise too , you went and break the promise way to fast .
i don't care , you have to heal my heartbreak .
i tried many ways to forget you , but i can't .
& i hate this feeling , okay !
how selfish can you get ?
i can't seem to move on & there you are so happy !
did you ever love me like i loved you , i doubt so .
it's THREE effing months & the feelings i had for you are still th same .
Nthg has faded , not even a lil bit . Rahs , i need you ; i really do .
I feel so comfortable when i talk to you and when i am with you . We were only tgt for weeks , but to me it seem like we have known each other for years . If you couldn't be faithful , you shouldn't have made me fall so deep . You ought to tell me from th start . You're the first guy who i am taking so long to forget & i hate it alot the feeling sucks !
you went into another r/s so fast after our breakup & tell me stuff like you still love me & can't forget me , i am thinking again if i ever should have believed you .
you said we'll be tgt again & now ? you are telling me not to have high hopes ?
what do you exactly want ?
I really hope you see this .
hais , i knw life moves on . But , how do i move on when i can't let go of my past .
i miss you , much .
baby , please come back D:

labels , i can't seem to move on .

i want you back , i don't care ! D:
110 days ; & i still ❤ you like i did .

& I LOVE THIS PEOPLE MUCH MANSXZSXS !
i have been hanging out with them lately , ❤ !

Lifang;sweetheart !

Jiahui , LBB !

Yeahs , & i effing miss Jessmyn Dhillon Luhs !

SISSY

yeahs , that's abt it .
toodles ! :D

2009-03-22T07:44:00.003+08:00

HOTEL FOR DOGS !

HEYYHEYYHEYY !
went to jurong point ytd . watched hotel for dogs , kinda nice luhs .
not bad , yeahs . butbut , i wanna watch Marley & Me Badly Luhs , hahas .
after the movie went to eat walked around and went home at abt 11 pm .

yeahs , tmrw school starts , ugh fcuk siaaaaaaaaa .

No mood to blog , blog later or next time .

byeeeeeeeee / (:

2009-03-21T08:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY MUMMY ! :D

HELLLLLOS ! :DDD

Yesterday ;

Mummy's Birthday , She's FOURTY-ONE Already Laaaaaas .
hahahs , so old de :P ! LOLS .
Had english remedial from 9 to 12 .
then then , went to westmall played DDR .
after that cabbed to wdlds , slack .
wanted to watch movie , but then in the end never .
yeahs .
at 5 plus cabbed to aunt's house with lifang .
wth manszx , the cab fare was like 22 dollars luhs .
hahas , like so ex siaaa .
& tried DUNHILL FROST , okay luhs not bad .
but i still prefer NEXT CHILL & VICEROY SUPER MENTHOL LIGHT OR VICEROY ICE .
yeahs , (:

Today ;

Went to punjabi school , omg he came .
LOLS ><
went off early at 11 .
went to sweetheart's house to get my dress & make up !
yeahs , now at home .
SIANS .

MY HANDPHONE CONFISCATED SIAAAAAAAAA D:
ugh , fcuk singtel mans , anyhow count the bill luhs .
i nvr use , still charge so much .
fuckfuckfuck .
i wanna use starhub luhs ! (:
Sigh , ):

kk , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-03-18T16:58:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA ! :D

HELLLOOOOS ! :D Went out with Sweetheart , Girlfee , LesboBestyBitch ! (:
Went to sentosa w/ them , suuuuuuper fun luhs ! Had a ride on luge , fun siaaaa & went to siloso beach . Yeahs , we're like have a CAB FEVER luhs . Cab here Cab there , hais . Waste Money Siaaaa . Then went back to school , signed out & went to gombak slack ! Weeees !

SUNDAY !
Met Joey on sunday , she's awesomely pretty luhs . & rachel looked great in her cute black dress . Yupps , then slacked with jiahui . Went to gombak to meet Fateen ; slacked . Then went to westmall playy DDR . Yeahs . && me & jiahui bought he same shirt ! FUNFUNFUN !

TMRW , going to marina barrage ! YAY !

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE !

2009-03-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

HELLOS !
Lazy to blog uh .
Shall post pitures ;

byeeeeeeeee .

2009-03-15T12:35:00.002+08:00

HIHEYHO.

yaw peepo ! ;D i'm bored siaa .
at sweetheart's house (: she cant go out seyyyy .
sadded , D:
i wanna go buy contact lens , t-shirt & i wanna cut my hair ! (:
might go gombak slack later , yeah .
ugh , fcukshit boredom mansxzzsxsz .

stayed over at sweetheart's house ytd . yay (L)
went to wdlds w/ fateen & nesh (:
then after that went to meet teran , yupps .
yeahs , sians lahs .
was msging people all the way luhs , sigh .
tmrw need go school , sigh .
from 8.30 to 12.30 , rot there bah .
buddhen , i think i will go there study luhs .
i failed three subjects siaa .
got two A2's only . so lousy laaa .
fucksxzs !

kk , blog tmrw .
byeeeeeeeeeeeee .

i am really trying hard to forget you .

2009-03-12T09:43:00.002+08:00

Tralalas.

hellos peepo ! :D
i'm in th school library dead bored , raaaaahs .
i did'nt really wanna come tdy luhs , sianxzs .
shouldn't have , i am bored .
waiting for sweetheart to come , need to ask her stuff ;X
yeahs , don't really feel like going on sundy luhs , no mood sia .
everyone is so fcuked up , what do they want ?
it's like just speak your mind out luhs .
hais , :(

school has been such a bore lately .
i've been slacking to th max .
havent been bringing my books for th past two weeks , hahas .
didnt even go for cca laaaaaaa .
sigh , i promise to be a good girl after march holidays okays ? (:
believe me aye , people ?

labels , i am forgetting you !

2009-03-11T19:46:00.001+08:00

2009-03-11T18:17:00.005+08:00

BESTEST PRECIOUS BITCH ! :D

THENG JIAHUI ;
thanks for everyth girl . you're really th nicest i've known , you're th best of all bests . i've wronged you many times & time and again you forgave me . i'm very grateful to you . from , betraying to stealing stuff , i am sorry . & i'll nvr wrong you again , i promise . if you ever need me rmber i am just a call away , aites ? I LOVE YOU ! (L) FRIENDS FOREVER ! & last long with him , he's an awesome guy , dont lose him .

ALVIN RAVI ;
i finally think i really need to get over you . & i will try my best . i don't mind being sad for your smile . your happiness is all i want & i shouldn't sadden you by telling you how i feel abt our PAST . i cant promise i wont fall for another but i assure you , you'll be in my heart forever . though i really miss you alot , i really just wanna forget what we had , that'll be great for both me & you . perhaps , even fazeenah . you were the sweetest thing that happened to me in my 16 yrs of life , i'll nvr regret loving you .
i just need time & sorry really sorry to have caused any problem in your r/s .
Last long okays ? (:
Takecares , loves .
if you ever need me , dont hesitate cos you know i'll always be thre for you , aites ?
MY PERFECT EX BF , (L)

FAZEENAH ;
Sorry uh , i feel guilty .
Just tht i needed to apologise .
Last long with alvin okays ?
Treasure him , much .
Takecares .
(L)

so life has been dull lately . but now , i need a change ! i'm anticipating tmrw .
THE CHEERFUL BUBBLY ALYCIA IS BACK GUYS , (:
hahas , will be tonning with sweetheart this saturday , yay ! (:
gonna go clubbing too , with joey , rach & others .
yupps , wont be blogging till next week .
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE ! ;D
miss me okay , promise ?

QUITING SMOKING !

2009-03-09T02:18:00.005+08:00

imissyou , much . boy , i cant get you out of my mind .
i want you back badly , i really do . don't you ever miss me like i do ? i wonder , hais . since you've left i am a mess mansxzs ! i am smoking alot recently , stress uh . talking to you in a rude manner was one way i tht which can make me forget ! & i am sorry aye for being rude , just now . we dont even contact each other much , cos your phone lost ! i cant wait for 10pm tdy luhs . i wanna see you soon , spend th whole day with you & hope th time just stops there . when i am with you i feel so glad & when i am not i keep wishing i am ! D: i love you alot , you're like th best boyf anyone can have laaaaaaaas , suuper nice . o212o8 - 2313o8 , these were th best days of my life so far ! it has been like 3 mths & i am still not over you . i still rmber th day we met , you were so shy luhs , haiyos ! & then you asked me for r/s .
so cute luhs you , kuku . all th time we spent tgt keep running thru my head like a rewine when i miss you ! & i have memorised th whole scenario . the last day i met you was when we watched the BANANA movie ! ohgosh , idk luhs . tried replacing you many a times , but i nvr succeed ? sigh , (L) . i really wanna be the happy go lucky alycia ppl used to know . after you left i am a changed person , i know . missing you like i nvr did , bye baby !

Sweetheart , iloveyou luhs . Had fun with you for the past few days mansxzxs ! yeahs , suuuuuuper nice . we like became a lil closer , shared alot ! yay , (:
hangout , often yeahs ? Loves , tc ! & take things slow aites ? (:

Besty , i miss you luhs . long since we went out tgt , many things have happened , i got lots to tell you laaaaa . & i so need your advice for manymanymany things . that bitchy weirdo virus can just fuck off laaaaaa , cbk . so extra nia ! hahas . anw , happy one month lesbo ! (:
iloveyou , see you later ! mucaksmuackx !

Rahs , & lastly i am so confused luhs ! idk what to do ? i kinda slackened alil bit , have to mugggg harger alrdy . hais , yeahs . will complete all hw by tmrw uh .
Yeahs , who do i believe ? Sweetheat , besty HELP ! i need advice , (: many things to share with you all , both . later aites ? ugh , D:

2009-03-06T13:25:00.004+08:00

HEYHIHO .

Much has happened uh , lazy elaborate . I'm kinda moody these days luhs , showing attitude to my friends , sorry yeahs ? I just need time . Yupps .

been hanging out alot lately luhs , with lifang sweetheart & fateen girlf .
stupid dearie and steadstead too busy with their sintua shit ! & i dun wish to disturb besty & her boyf . so have been going to woodlands alot lately mansxzs , met nesh , yogesh & priya = totally an freaking fun day luhs . & saw madhuri as we keep slacking under her blog like wtf , she has attitude luhs , cbk . nw at sweetheart house blogging , will be going dwn to wdlds again later meeting nesh again !

Yay , tmrw punjabi school , weeeees , ;D

I (L) T,lifang's company luhs , funfunfun , iloveyou sweetheart ,
& i miss waki baby ,
& henna darling get well soon okay ?

Bye people , (:

& to Gurpreet :
whatever you do , i hope you're happy luhs .
i'll miss you , beloved ! thanks for all th the times we had .
Byebye !

2009-03-03T20:10:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLLOS !

heyhiho !

I AM BORED PEOPLE !

& I MISS MY EX BOYFRIEND MUCH ! [:

2009-03-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

WHY ?

why siaaaaa , why ? i don't get it .
people these days are weird much , don't you think so ?!
WELL I DO !
try being around weirdoes , suxzxszxsxz laaaaa .
life's pretty much a mess for me , i don't know where to start .
one moment i am happy & the other i go sad , why always me ?
Can you just explain ? i need to know .
ugh , fuck luhs !
DO WHATEVER YOU WANT YOU'RE JUST LOSING FRIENDS YOU CHERISH( in a wrong way) .
reflect luhs , okays ?
& stop bullshitting get a life & come to the point . what do you want ?

I MISS MY PERFECT BOYFRIEND ! Can i have you back , pretty please ?
gimme one chance & i promise i'll treasure you like i never before !

labels ; idk what more to say .

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR NOW !

2009-02-28T06:51:00.003+08:00

MIA

hellos earthlings ;D
long long long ago since i blogged , like no mood to blog already siaaaaa .
so much to say buddhen i just dont know how to express it out .

went out almost everyday last week , (Jp , Westmall , Woodlands , Gombak & Taman Jurong ) met Nesh Babyboy ! YAYS , *JUMPS & SCREAMS* . had alot alot alot of fun manszxszxs , with steadstead , dearie , babyboy & lesbo && some other people luhs .

Ytd , didn't go to school , x-country ! who wanna go seyyy ? LOLS .
But , i was really really really sick also luhs (believe me okays ?) so went JurongPoly take MC ! spent my day at home doing MATHS & PUNJABI , see i am a good girl ! {:

Blog Soon , Toodles (L)
Miss me okays ? (:
Hahs .

STEADSTEAD :
last longlonglong okays ? (:
LOVESXZSXZS .

ALVIN RAVI , i miss you much !

* Will Elaborate , when i aint lazy ! :X *